January 2012
despite everything
I’m fairly happy right now. I never thought I would be after everything, but fuck yeah I am.
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“I want you to forget what happened yesterday and tomorrow and today. Tonight...”
– Jimi Hendrix (via diveinme)
cara: I will do it
I swear it
if it's not posted by the end of Wednesday
Brittany you can
I don't know
cock slap me
sexually humiliate me
fuck I have to go
THIS ISN'T OVER
i steal these from exceptindreams
“Wiolonczela” Adam Zagajewski Niechętni jej mówią: to tylko skrzypce, które przeszły mutację i zostały usunięte z chóru. To nieprawda. Wiolonczela ma niejeden sekret, ale nigdy nie płacze, tylko śpiewa grubym głosem. Nie wszystko jednak zamienia się w śpiew.Czasem można usłyszeć jakby szmer albo szept: jestem samotna, nie mogę zasnąć. Translated from the Polish “Cello”...
I had a really good day. now I feel like a piece of shit, but this happens so often.
“I’d always thought that my awkwardness was a thin veil disguising the real me....”
– Sarra Manning (via atomos)
Wenli: wow kristin cavallari is pregnant? who the hell let her reproduce?
whoa →
I don’t know, sometimes I know I will not mind being dead so much.
I would really like to buy my ticket tonight. don’t ask to where. is this a good idea?
“Yep…i hope kurt will be as pleasent in the nordic as I was #belgians”
– Al
I am beyond excited to have this afternoon to myself. no one around, no texts, just writing and catching up on work. SUCH A GOOD FEELING.
I made a resolution in the early winter/late fall I was going to stop trying with people that repeatedly burned me.
it’s not something I really like doing, but I’ve always given people several chances because I believe the best in people.
I apologize if I’ve ever come off as insincere to you. I’m easily overwhelmed by people, as a natural introvert.
my tendency, when upset, is to shutdown.
p.s. why is my tumblr not blacked out
going to try and give blood today! (work = half-day)
Cara: OH LOOKIT THAT ITS THE GOLDEN GLOBES AND KATE WINSLET WON ONE
Cara: HOW NOVEL
THAT NEVER HAPPENS
Fuck I love kate winslet
one of my third cousins killed himself over the weekend…very odd, he was about my age, but I don’t recall ever having talked to him in great detail.
65 books sold
woo
Cara: watching when harry met sally and waiting for the chinese food to get here
I FEEL SO SINGLE
I know this is stupid but I dreamt I had a very vivid conversation with my grandfather last night and he told me he was proud of me. I had to be like- 20? in my dream. he was sitting in the red chair wearing a green polo. it was summer out. it felt so lifelike.
i rediscovered my love of swedish music →
or just sweden
like please! →
“I am an idealist. I don’t know where I’m going, but I’m on my way.”
– Carl Sandburg (via Swanfeather Songs)
“The things in life that matter take great devotion”
– Rob Bell (via thereforethecross)
Watchinothernews:
Hey, remember when Ashleigh Banfield was going to become the Next Great TV Journalist? Now she’s hosting an early-morning show on CNN… where she “prank calls people whose numbers (she) happens to have.” In this segment, she calls Kerry Kennedy, daughter of the late Robert F. Kennedy, and… oh, just fucking watch this segment from Tuesday’s The Daily Show, and count how many times...
do not forget →
“Fuck yeah dude, sleeping is for faggots and communist sympathizers”
– alex
I like this year a lot, so far.
me: on your wall
you earned this
oh good god
A CONVERTED JEW ISN'T A REAL JEW
Cara: IT IS
IT IS
“The Cows At Night” Hayden Carruth The moon was like a full cup tonight, too heavy, and sank in the mist soon after dark, leaving for light faint stars and the silver leaves of milkweed beside the road, gleaming before my car. Yet I like driving at night in summer and in Vermont: the brown road through the mist of mountain-dark, among farms so quiet, and the roadside willows opening...
MARCH 14
damn you peeps, that was a Lana del Rey quote.
I’m not sure I like these leaked demos. O_o
I would wait a million years.